Listen as i tell you everything,
all thats been going through my mind.
everything that Ive missed,
but mostly what Ive done.
It wasn't your fault, i know,
it was mine.
or it was neither of ours,
i don't know
I'm still so confused.
but I'm so sorry.
I know you've had to endure everything,
everything i have had to go through.
You stuck by me for as long as you could,
i know that.
but i just wanted to say that I'm sorry.
i yelled, i screamed,
said many things i didn't mean,
and still i feel like doing it.
I'm not gonna lie.
but you dont deserve that,
you deserve my friendship for being there as long as you were.
you don't deserve to have me hate you as much as i did,
and i love you just as much,
but in this poem their will be no guilt trips, i promise.
only apologies, and only friendship.
i want you to know that i love you,
and you will always be in my heart,
if it has to be as a friend then so be it,
i will accept it.
and i will learn to live with it,
day by day right?
so i just wanted to say goodbye to us,
and to welcome you and me into my life,
and hopefully we can stay that way for a while.
i truly am sorry josh, and i really want to be friends now, because i do truly love you,and i always will.
