What is it that you want from me
that makes you torture me so?
If you are looking for forgiveness,
you closed all windows and doors to that
when you decided to walk away;
with him!
I stopped praying that there would be
no more letters to wait for,
because I began to let go of my fear his words.
But you!
Do you have to let it linger?
Do you have to pressure me into believing
that I have no choice left but to escape to danger?
Run right back into the arms of that paedophile
just to prove to you that what you want from me
is not my truth at all...
