Resentment

How did I ever let you,
into my guarded heart?
How did this day come,
two worlds torn apart?

I cry with disbelief,
for this pain that I feel.
I cry with disbelief,
that this day is truly real.

I gave everything I had,
anytime that you needed.
Only to be left with this;
a pain, deeply seeded.

I ask the Universe why,
has this happened to me?
I beg the Universe please,
take me away to be free.

Where is this other land,
the world that is to be next?
In this world, I feel as though,
I am an unwelcome guest.

Despite all of my efforts,
it always ends the same.
I'm so tired of this life,
I suck at this awful game.

Please let it just stop,
I can't take anymore.
I am dying with pain,
stronger than before.

I can't actually decide,
whether I really hate you.
But one thing is certain,
this resentment is true.