All on Me

You are the pain,smiles and tears
I shed them,dred them and hate
So please understand I love you
And this is all on me.

My decisions can't be changed
They don't rearrange all the time
Forever lasting, cold in my heart
And this is all on me.

Love is a big word and I know that
I love you, I like you
I don't know what this is
But I know it's all on me.

So decisions kept, tears stay
Pain lingers, msiles fade
But all the thing I think of you
Are always what stay on me.