Grieving of the tragedy of losing myself
Exposing my self worth
I'm in complete despair
I have no humanity
I don't recognize myself
I buried all my emotions
Numbing the pain
I needed a distraction
I replaced it with sex
Losing the ability to love or care
I can not feel anything
Not even love for the woman I sleep with
In truth, I don't feel loved in return
Leaving emptiness consume me
Pain leaving me breathless
Stabbing against my lungs
Cuts sting and widen deeper
Bruised limb to limb
I didn't think this could happen to me
Defeated by disbelief
I have no humanity
I don't recognize myself
I buried all my emotions
Numbing the pain
I needed a distraction
I replaced it with sex
Losing all of me
These are symptoms of my broken heart
