Took me a few read throughs of the poem. but I finally got your message all figured out! The first part is so very true, and I often think that's why I do not have many real friendships in person. I have been lied to and had my share of backstabbers from people who you thought were family. The second part of the poem is interesting. I don't know if I could digging a grave is harder than killing someone although if the person I am burying is someone I care about deeply than I could relate.

The structure of the poem is a bit messy, which messes up the flow of the poem, however, it is still a easy read once you read through it once or twice.

All in all, you have a deep poem and it's even more impressive considering how short the poem is. Your sadness is clearly visible and I hope that things get easier or better for you. Great job and keep writing!

Loneliness is better then having a relationship which is not true, then again its that same loneliness that pushes us to have a relationship.

The second half of the poem has a lot more to it. I guess it has cone from a personal point of view. True with murder in one go the person is dead. Whereas digging a grave here can be meant, hurting words, hurting moments and the thoughts which burn and buries one daily within a grave is indeed painful.

Meena,
if ur loneliness pushing into a any relationship please keep away from this kind of relationship.
never put into fake relations.

Fake relationship are a waste of time.

Well said!!!