Fantasy

It is my fantasy to see my god with my eyes....but i know i have to wait till the day of judgement where my body and soul ties.....its hard to believe i cant fly.....but i can fly in skies in dream of lies...i putted my trust and i know i cant deny....the love of god and bounties which are send from sky.....i have beautiful life which i can see's in my mothers eyes.....but i miss my father who sees from skies ...i stumble ; i suffered ; i learned; i changed; when i see myself in mirror i can see change in my life....the only thing i fantasize is that i want to see my god with my eyes ....but i have to wait till the day of judgement where my body and souls ties....