Inference inferno

My membranes are burning from what you're inferring.
The pain is hot like a lobotomy.
I say it's the voices. It's got to be.
They say I'm crazy. I say the game is fixed.
They say I'm hazy. I say my brain is sick.
How thick can you be, to weigh your respect over me and mine?
I said I would love you... should I only find the sea and the time.
I rewind the kind stares.
You're looking at me only in my nightmares.
My membranes are burning from what I'm inferring.
They say hypnosis is like a blank slate psychosis.
Like spider-man and a symbiosis
They say I'm the real deal when it comes too cheap.
I say well I don't know how but that's quite a leap.
Fever's got me aching.
Temperature is shaking.
Feeling while i'm indisposed.
Feeling my feet with the road.
And yet still here I am fixed...
on a rose.