I'm so sorry sweetie, life is unexpected and not really fair like it takes away the young and fair hearted away from their loving families, yet leaves the villains to continue their wrong doing and leaving broken families in their wake. All I can say is life your life to the fullest there's nothing else I can say because I could say I have had the ones I care about taken from me but it's not me we're talking about, honey, you have so much light in you life isn't determined by the amount of years you spent living it's by how much you took advantage of it all. Just saying *hugs* you'll do great in your final moments because YOU'RE a survivor :)