Abundant of tears

Ever since i was born
tears in my eyes roll on
a touch of pain and illusion
somehow I dont know the solution
God,why life filled with so much pain?
i live with nothing to keep
i give all for them and nothing left
where should i go with no tears fall
for every where i go im stock and destryoed
oh, God hear me please
im tired of this flowing tears.
wishing one i will feel the sun ray
and an ample smile in my face
so if there will be tears flow in my face
somehow that would be a happy tears