On Repeat
Compelled.... Uncontrollably compelled
As if my time has come to serve another, in order to serve myself.
Do not misunderstand, I'm on a journey. A path of self discovery. A journey only I can discover on my own.
All the same, higher powers have mapped you into my life.
And I am ever grateful.. No. Ever compelled to turn the next page and ink the next chapter of you and I.
As I press my hand over my face to feel the next divine inspiration, my eyebrows come together and smile slowly widens, reminiscing the image of you, your body, your eyes, your strength. All wrapped up in a mental jpeg, I compiled just 24 hours ago.. When I last saw you....
When I last saw you which feels to be an eternity ago.
There's something surreal, otherworldly about all this. A path the fear in me says is insurmountable, impossible, unimaginable. My ace in the hole is this has, and always will be effortless.
Physical struggles are daily, but it's what I hold inside about you that makes me invincible. I take joy in breaking through any barriers to make you feel safe and trustful of me.
Not a moment goes by where I feel this strength everyday. Might as well hit repeat.
