I hate myself
I hate my life
I hate the stupid ugly face of mine
I have turned into such a bloody person
Which I never thought in my life
I'm ruined from the inside
I'm torned apart from the out
I lost everything I owned
Or maybe that wasn't mine which I thought I owned
Damn I want my bloody blades
Want to slit my wrists and feel the excruciating pain
Maybe the external pain would relief me abit
Because the inner screams are eating up my brain
My loneliness kills me
My screwed up thoughts haunts me
Can't take it anymore
I want to die
Want to sleep for ever
And never wake up for the rest of my life...
