Sometimes a break down comes unexpected it just takes you down with it wholly! I like this though, its like you are giving yourself a mental note about what is to come and the unexpected results at the end.

The " no" thoughts became gasoline
to the fire of dreams about my destination
far away from home.

^^This one stood out for me. I like the first line, the no thoughts become gasoline..interesting how these unwanted thoughts lights up our nights...nicely penned.