I'm running out of reasons to stay,
yet something makes it impossible
for me to run away.
Trying to figure out a place in this world for me -
a place where I can survive
without the loved ones I have lost,
but also survive sharing the same tainted world
of those who have torn me apart.
A one way ticket - no return,
is what I'm heading for,
and I fear that as soon as the ticket caresses my hands,
I know I will be straight out of here.
