A Cold Death Goodbye

So cold as I sit here shivering
Looking at what iv done
Chills run up my spin
Tears turn to ice
I miss you in my life
Why am I here cold
My heart is frozen
My bones are old
I cant see past my hand
I’m losing blood
I’m going to be dead
I cant sleep at night
Cant feel the fright
Cant open up to you
Want to live another day
But iv messed up so much
I have nothing left to do
My life’s over
Iv reached the end
What did I do to get here
I cant feel my legs
The pains rising thought me
The feeling of hunger
Overwhelms me
The coldness of the night
Keeps me barley alive
All I want is to die
I’m dying a slow death
I’m getting all the pain iv left
I caused you hurt
I caused you pain
Now its my turn
To receive the same
Its been 3 hours now
I cant feel my body
I’m frozen with time
I’m sorry for the pain
Now I’m gone
Your life will be happier
With out a knife stabbing
You in the back
all night long