No going back

There's a chill on my skin that just won't go away.
It's like the lingering feeling of the things that you say.
The sting of those words that made me wanna flee
But I stood strong in the face of your false love for me.
No matter the time, no matter the distance.
I hope you never find me, I won't let down my resistance.
You've broken it for good and it's my time to shine.
You won't hold me back, that's for sure this time.
Actions spoke louder than words, ones that were only a whisper.
She kept me hooked just enough to make sure I always miss her.
The yearning is gone and it's not coming back.
Don't crawl to me when you realize what you lack.