Today is not the day

Maybe I should let you go,
But I much rather not.
I loved you with every bone,
And you really hit the spot.

I gave you countless tries,
Each with my heart on my sleeve.
Hoping that you'd change your mind,
And promise not to leave.

I hope that I still fill your thoughts,
Even if only for a second.
Because you fill every one of mine.
And I really miss your presence.

Yes, One day I will move one,
But today is not that day.
I still read the letters you wrote,
In hopes that they still mean what they say.