Intoxicated

Drunk, cold, lost.
I've got tears to cry
But my tear ducts won't allow
Even if I pretend, I lie.
This is killing me inside
I drink, I take to forget
Even if I know people let,
This is my fate, my only forever.
People say never
They mean nothing when I am broken,
Cross my heart, hope to die.
My only hope is to get high
Forget the pain, drown it out,
I don't need to threat
To cry, pout.