Do you understand yet...?

Does anyone understand?
Do you understand?
The pain that I felt?
The loneliness that's killing me?

I start off being happy
To get myself back up
But your words
Digs deep into my heart

It hurts...
It's the worst torture
To think that no one understands
To think no one is there

Why does it hurt so much?
Why won't it stop?
Why did you do this to me?
Why did you stab me with words?

I tried building walls to stop myself
From hurting so much
Those words, yes those words,
Breaks through them with ease.

Here you question me
I put that on myself
I did that to myself
No one is at fault but myself

Now I think,
Do you even understand?
The pain that I'm feel?
Or the blood that is dripping from my heart?

This is a lot of pain
Should I release myself?
Should I end the misery?
There is only one way

Where there is hurt,
You must counter it
Another form of hurt
A bloody metal one in fact.................................