I'm sick of this planet
They won't let me be
Hate in my fumes
I can barely see
I begged for forgiveness
These cries that I bleed
I only have peace
when down on one knee
Is it a blessing to live
Or a blessing to die
Bad keeps occurring
No matter the good I try
I'm constantly falling
Can't understand why
But I have to keep letting my pain go by ?
I cry out for help
Most think I want attention
What I've succeeded
No one dares mention
Nights getting lonely
Same shit is getting old
Too many lies
From the Truth's never told
Angry and bitter
My heart getting cold
Destructions unleashed
When I finally fold
You don't want to care
Until I get mad
Constantly picking at things I've done bad
Who even cares
Really, its sad
Writing about this life that I've had
Don't help me now
When I'm in danger
When I reached for help
I was a stranger
So now when you see me
Walk right by
Just Like you've been
Not caring why
I don't care either
Not like before
All my feelings are left at the door
I'm not asleep
Like I once was before
The girl you want now
Isn't here anymore
