There is always something evil lurking around my corners.
Everyone can sense it. Screams are constantly echoing in my ears.
All I want to do is heal the screaming. I have so much shame that I realize why everyone thought I would kill myself. I really believed everything would be ok through God. I always saw the big picture just the details were blurry. I have mixed emotions about all of this. Part of me is happy it's over and another is sad for all the lives I've harmed. I thank you all for sticking with me along the way. I don't deserve it I know. If I can make it up to you all so be it - Lord willing. <3
