I hope tomorrow is better than today.
My faith meter is lower than it's been in a few days.
I hate this feeling. Morbidness. It's like I didn't get a sign today so I feel like nothing's real. Oh my God!! I need help. Life seems to get harder to deal with after every high. Ugh! That's why everyone is staying high! I don't like it one bit. I could use some affection. God please help me.
