PAIN

Days pass by and the pain grows deep
i drink away the pain to put me to sleep.
there in my dreams she awaits for me.
never wanting to wake up and face reality.
the depression inside me grows stronger and stronger.
i cant hold on for very much longer.
this overwhelming sadness consumes my heart.
ripping and tearing till its broken apart.
laughing and smiling to put on a show.
holding it in so no one can know.
maybe one day shell find me again, and mend this broken heart so i can love once again.