I felt my mind warp as it decided to slow,
slipping into a abyss when I wanted to grow,
breaking point dashed past and broke loud,
was I even a man, was anybody proud?
Tears fell for the first time since I was a child,
my minds furniture scattered, emotions running wild,
I had reached the bottom line, the pit of despair,
Hindsight told me I would find, those that truly care.