Sitten alone thinking about my past as a single tear runs down my face. As I look back on my life all I could see was heartache and pain. I thought it was all about to change for the best when I found out I was bring a baby girl into the world. In a single breath that was taken away from me. The sadness of losing someone that I loved very much brought me so much pain. I always thought that my heart would be whole again. I know what it feels like to be down and out. When I started to feel like I would never get over my loss that was when I was blessed with two handsome boys in my life. When I look at my sons, I realize that my daughter never left, because I see her everytime I look into my sons eyes. When I am holding my sons it feels like I am holding my daughter. I never said goodbye to my daughter, because I did not want to let go. Till I see her again, I promise to love and care for her brothers the best way possible. When it is my final days I will not cry, because I will be with my daughter and there will be a day where I will see my sons again. When my sons walk through the gates heaven then I will have my daughter and sons in my arms forever.
