Reoccuring Feelings

Reoccurring feelings,
reoccurring tears,
bring back the sadness,
I have always feared.
The minute I get you off my mind,
and tell myself your gone,
I see your face,
and it all comes back.
Your eyes,
your smile,
your stupid shirts,
and your s*xy hat.
Nobody knows my love for you,
not like they would care.
You don't care about me,
not like you once did.
I found a picture of you,
and I wanted so desperately to rip it up,
and burn it to pieces,
but something deep inside restrained me from hurting an inch of it.
There's something about you,
that I cant resist.
And it drives me crazy,
how you can wrap me around your finger.
And no matter how hard I try,
No matter how much I hate you.
I cant unwrap myself from your awful grip.
I don't know what to do,
and I don't know what to say.
Because no matter what I do,
and no matter what I say,
I cant make you love me,
I cant even make you like me.
So Ill keep going through these phases,
until I can find someone special,
to put my mind on him,
and not you.
And then,
maybe, Ill be able to unwrap myself,
and maybe Ill be able to forget your eyes,
your smile,
your stupid shirts,
and your s*xy hat.
And maybe, one day,
Ill be able to see you as you see me,
Just as a friend,
nothing more,
nothing less.

**Please tell me what you think**