Its like im in a daze
that doesn't fade
I cant escape the pain
for all it doe is make me crave
the sight of the blade
is all I need to stay sane
I want to quit
but the journey just seem so thick
It wouldn't have happened
then I wouldn't be so unhappy
just to think
I was so young
I was so dumb
if i wouldn't have taken them all
if I wouldn't have swallowed
it wouldn't be so hard