Losing You.

Late at night I lay in my bed and think of how my world would be if I didn't have you here, I know I can't have you forever like I want, but God is watching over you and making sure you're here with me for a long while; There are certain times when I lock myself in my room and just cry because I can't lose you you're all I got you brought me into this world and I don't want to face the world alone. The pain of losing you makes my heart sink low into my stomach and my eyes begin to water when my thoughts begin to think of the time when I have to say goodbye to you for the last time. God is the only one who knows how much longer you have to live on the earth and each night as I pray to him before I lay my head to sleep I ask him to keep you here on earth with me for a little longer each night. My dearest mother this goes out to you and I your son don't want to see you leave this bountiful earth we live upon each day, each day we are here on earth is a blessing upon the Lord Jesus Christ.