To dare to care

Can I trust my self
till everything makes sense
so crooked, down I was pushed
way to hooked, misunderstood
even my cells used to yell
you're going to hell
my promises free like a leaf
easy blown away by a brief
in rehab, but want to be free
in recap, I'll grow like a tree
so can I really do it
to grow old with flair
being able to share
to dare, to care
to never use
what made me loose
my self.