I wanted you near
in the family to see
that it all should be
again complete
I numbed the pain
by drinking beer
I didn't see clear
angels appeared
my head felt weird
I had a lot of fear
for loosing my self
in dead or life
Darkness and light
I will never know why
always wondering what's above
and always, asking why
is it so hard to philosophy?
what's real behind, this disguise?
what we cannot see, of ground and sky.
