You know I like the title and the form but when I started reading that is when I realized this poem has a deeper reference to grasp which the writer has experienced. Life does take us in different ways and we are placed with the keys to unlock the door we want to take.

When it becomes too much it feels like we are falling from the earth's bed. I like the opening of your first stanza it makes the reader wonder about this fall-is it a dream or is it a situation that has made your inside want to fall into a nothing.

The second and third stanza has a lot of life's lesson/message and what you have been through, perhaps the decisions you have taken has made you to wonder and write this poem :)

All in all this has been a journey of a life that has witnessed and living with the decisions taken..take care.