What abuse can do. (When the card cracks)

Suddenly the card cracks
especially the soul
you will start to lack
the heart, that became a hole
everything is black
you can no longer control
the plague in your thirst
you've become reserved
play, an indifferent role
your nerves is a ticking alert
behind the curtain you lurks
romanticizes the drug
that made you so hurt
it has turned you to ruins
fulfilling this ruining urge
you turned, to your worst
and oh, how it burns
that all, that you was,
now is hard to find again.
so before you cracks like the card
take the chance, start to gasp
it's hard to hit the brake
but begin to heal, your inner self
before it's completely
too late