Only

As I write all I could think of is kimberly
I want to tell her how strong I feel towards her
I wish I could tell her

I want to tell her

You are a selfish bich
Manipulating me when I let you in
I became vulnerable
I waited for you

Only if I could be as cruel as you

Then maybe I would have a heart like you
Cold with no feelings
I could up and leave too
you would never hear from

Make your life impossibe
Make sure you don't sleep
You're too depressed to even eat
That all you hear is your heart beat

Only if I was as cruel as you
I would disrespect you
Call you every name in the book
Tell you fck you
That you never existed to me

Only if I could be as cruel as you

I wish I could lie as good as you
Tell you in your face how much I hate you
How everything between us meant nothing
There were no feelings

I want you to feel my pain
To suffer deeply
To see the look in my face
When I tell you

I faked everything

P.S. only if I wasn't a strong believer about karma I would actually be able to do this