You give and give. You try to avoid the inevitable:a fight.
That no matter what
You do it's never gonna be enough. No matter how
Many times you
Push through to make it work things seem to just
Get worse.
It used to just be an argument now it's more than that
We share hateful
Words with one another. Once it's all over we apologize.
But how many time can we
Do this? How many times do we have to say these mean
Things before its just done.
I don't want it to be over. Not yet I married you with the
Intention of loving you
and being with you that does not seem to matter any more.
So I ask before
The fight even started to just stop. But you had other intentions.
Like making me
Feel so low so worthless and for what? I see no reason for this
To have escalated
This far. Were not trying To fix anything. we don't talk unless we want something from
One another. No your not the only one to blame I do it too. Were just that
Way I guess. We will continue on this path for now. In time things will get better.
