Tearing apart

This ache and sadness Fall From The sky
I Tried so hard to ignore it, but it still gets by

Encircled by memories of what could have been
the Grudge screams right under my skin

it runs through my veins, with this Anger I Feel
breaks open My Wounds, as soon as they Heal

Gloominess surrounds me, with every Step I take
u can see me Smiling, Don't you know it's fake?

U can hear My laughter when people talk To Me
But dear I'm Dying inside, I wish they could See

This Conflict I feel, it Smashes my heart
And now more than ever, it's Tearing me apart