I'm standing here
I'm losing my ground
I don't hear a sound
I'm drowning in the crowd
I'm healing the wounds
that I got from you
but the amount of pain
will never be in vain
while all that you took
disappeared from my eyes
I learned in the storm
with all I did wrong,
how to grow strong.
I will never tear, my self apart
like this again
but still I feel shame
How could I stay in this game
it were never my aim
to hurt the ones I love
cocaine, you took the blame
But it's me, who has the fault
I couldn't control my thirst
I pulled myself down, in the dirt
I were standing on the edge
for loosing myself
and habits are hard, to break
So I decided to grow.
that I had fallen, so I could rise
It were a winter tough
snow and rain for seven years.
but I found my path
and my leafs grew back,
all I ever wanted to have
was hidden in the sun
behind the shadows, from the drugs.
