Waiting and hoping
should be a moving wish
but in fact it's often no more
than passive thoughts
painting a sketch
that will never be real
the years are going
but still some nightmares
will remain engraved
just like good memories
will always stay
it's exactly the same
the marks from addiction
is living in my bones
my wounds is a reminder
I will never forget.
to overcome the struggle
is part of, who I am today
but to heal a damaged mind
is harder than it seems
so if you ever find your way
out of the abuse
remember what it did
or you may risk
to repeat the whole trip
next time your scars
might be harder to heal.