Meltdown

The thoughts are growing, forever overwhelming
Blocking away a sense of a sane reality
Ripping apart what used to be me
Transforming into something that isn't real
Hallucinating spiders crawling put of my eyes
A disease starting to take shape of who I was
Twisting, turning, pulling at my veins
Tearing out what was once my heart
Now lies a monster that has always been me
I am the one that distroyed myself
A meltdown from trying to hold on to what's real
Who am I? A creature that has been taken over