My wings will take me high in the sky,
Soon I will make it to heaven,
I just hope god will let me in,
With all my scars I'm afraid he won't,
I cut a bit too deep this time,
I cried every night,
This time was different,
I get to the gate and they said wait,
I waited then they asked my name,
I told them and they said you can't come in,
I must of looked hurt,
They said don't worry your allowed in after you guard someone,
Little did I know I'd be guarding my family,
They kept a secret,
They cut too,
They were like me,
I cried,
Why did I do this to myself,
I caressed my moms face wiping the tears away,
She shivered as my hand touches her and then she seemed relaxed,
Mom I'm so sorry,
I wish I could do it over again,
I'm sorry,
Then as I closed my eyes little did I know,
I was back at the gate,
God came and hugged me,
And he said "My child don't cry you have much more to do."
