In my shadow, my awakened mind a shimmer of glow punctuated by the chaos inside me.
It's tomorrow now.
I have not found word from your infatuated lips to slur curses beyond your breath. The folly of hindered emotions that creep in slow steps; quartered by crowned obstacles.
what a sight it is to see the silence dripping from your tongue as I cut you open; so neat and fresh.
No.. This is not a test; though it brings me great pleasure to say I am so humbled to have you in my presence. You cannot fathom the fear I wish to bring upon your guilt ridden head.
I can taste your tears, where scores of tormented thoughts surround your piercing eyes. They show no sympathy for you, you know.
In reality, you have made your way to this final place by your own free will. While scrounging from those who take kindness and consideration seriously. I made my way cautiously to the edges of my mind to find any reconciliation for you in the end. There was none. You have disrupted the very existence of something that will no longer be. Therefore, it is in my interest to bleed you out like the sickness you are. This demeaning refuge which attaches itself like spawn awakens my inner most demons; they plan to make the most out of you with torment by their own satisfaction. ripping you apart little by little.
It is a moment of glory gazing upon your helpless soul; Those that stray with self righteousness never to see the mercy of ones own identity. Denial and guilt will always EAT YOU WHOLE.
Just like your sworn and unscathed innocence. It defines your wretched approach to feed into an already found love. It's like entering the room where the most kept secrets are sought and you gracefully make your way within, sucking the life out of each one.
You are nothing but filth, the shit fed to the underside of park benches. The mold which clings to cracks and seeps like a virus infecting everything in its wake.
