Straying From Safety

I strayed away from my promise to myself
that never again would I risk the venture
into where I should not go.

It was selfish of me to give you my love,
knowing that deep down I don't believe you,
even though every word you say
has deeply touched my heart.

I thought I was ready to accept love,
but it was just my imagination
becoming numb to the truth.

Extracting my love is the only way,
but please don't ask me why,
and please don't cry at my sudden departure,
there's a place where I can be free.

Saffie
24

3/10/15