What ifs and maybes

by donna   Oct 12, 2015


What ifs and maybes don't change the fact
that whatever we do now, will not bring You back.
The should haves and could haves whirl around my head,
and the weight in my heart feels like a big lump of lead.

I want to say sorry for the times I weren't there.
I always did love You. I always did care!
Also thanks for your friendship, I feel so blessed,
to have loved, known and laughed, with one of the best.

I hope where You are now, is painless and free,
that You have found peace and inside now happy.
All the heartache and laughter we went through together.
I was CRAZY to think that You'd be here forever.

The laughter has definitely outweighed the tears.
Hours of cheek ache over the last twelve years.
But now as my tears fall, it is sadly I cry,
as I send You my love. With my final goodbye!

For Karen. R.I.P one of my dearest friends xxx

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  • 8 years ago

    by -Choke-On-MY-Halo-

    This is a touching poem, it gets to your heart for the ones that you have lost in life and it really hurts like no tomorrow when we lose a friend that means the most to us. I'm sorry I don't know the exact feeling that you have since we all go through our pain in different ways. Great job and a great tribute to a friend.

    I do have one tiny thing that got to me, please go back and do the grammar some of the words in the poem didn't match with the time placing it would make it even more beautiful.

    With all the best in mind for your future happiness

    - Moria

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