You know, the saddest part is when you believe.
Because, those are the moments you are most deceived,
Even though all the wrong in the world has possibly come to the bad,
You can't help but become a little mad.
Because the little things that went on,
Those were the things that kept me strong.
It was a hidden power that only you can unlock,
But from what you tell me,
Now I'm at shock.
Forever and always always meant something to me,
but now, now it means nothing.
There's no meaning behind those words,
I never fell out of love with you,
But you were always do headstrong.
That's what I admired most,
And I don't mean to boast,
But now it feels like I've lost my best friend, That everything that has ever happened is coming to an end.
Then what's sad to think is that I want to leave it at that,
I have to come back just because,
I can't write this without tears in my eyes,
But next time you see me
I'll have a smile on my face
And all you've ever made me feel like is a disgrace.
I can be so hateful when the time is right,
And I want to fight this devious fight
Because I have some might left in me
And I want to be free from these oppressed sins
But I cannot do what must be done
Because that is not the way of the will that is not the way of God.
"Everything always happens for a reason" is what I grew up on,
Whether fathers, grandparents, or breast were removed/gone,
It all happened to take place in this mysterious place we call our home.
It's a battle only we can fight from within, Hurting those around us even our kin.
The happiest of memories become the saddest of ones
Because sooner or later once you realize it, They're gone.
No more if's no more wonders,
No more of those blissful ponders,
They're just there like the soulless blunders. What was once my best friend is nothing no more,
As the time goes by the mourning slows, What I thought was forever and always was just a mere part of one's imagination,
There is nothing everlasting at a juvenile age, It still saddens me that what we once were, Is nothing no more..
