Juggling pills just to try and survive
deep down in the dark.
It would be a lie if I said
that I never thought of death before,
for I dream every day of popping pills
until I can no longer open my eyes.
At the end of the road,
on my last hours on Earth,
I deserve nothing more than I get.
And right before I fall,
I take another pill,
making sure that never again
will I wake up alive!