I told you that I love you,
but now I'm taking back my words -
every single one I ever said.
You ask me when I start to cry,
whether I want to win or lose,
but if you take a look inside of me,
you would know I need you now
just like I needed you then,
if not more.
You say you love me deeply,
well where were you
when I tried to overdose
whilst desperately screaming
with desperation,
for you?