If you are reading this
then I need for you to listen,
regardless if you help me,
because you have been gone for so long,
left me here all alone,
and that doesn't make sense to me!
You knew what you were getting yourself into
because I warned you from the start,
and I became fooled by your lies of reassurance,
blinded to your betrayal.
Did I burden you with my problems?
Is that why you turned away?
Or were you just searching for your prefect heart,
trying to make me become what you wanted me to be,
something I clearly failed to be?
Then did you realise that this fragile mess
is all that I will ever be?
In case you are not aware,
I am not proud of who I am,
but if I became what you want me to be,
then would I really be myself?
And if all you want
is a brand new me,
then it's time to let go now,
disappear into the shadows,
and watch our castle fall...
