Despite your every effort,
you just can't understand it,
and I hope that never have to
truly understand first hand.
I used to look up to you
when I was losing all hope,
let you put a blanket over me
and hold me tightly in your arms -
thinking I'd be safe there,
but that safety has been missing
for quite a while now,
since you've been nowhere in sight.
My past should be history, I do agree,
but right now it is all a part of me,
and you just can't seem to understand that,
therefore,
you will never truly be able
to understand me!
