A dark, heartbreaking write. Straight from the soul I can tell. Those last two lines really got to me. When we think about the chances, the future. Sorry you are feeling this way and though I don't know you, my heart goes out to you. Keep holding on. I believe everyone has a place in this world, no one can tell you exactly, as I think it is a journey for us all of reflection and self-discovery. I hope you get many more chances and hope and friendships.

There is much more out there than we could ever fathom...

Take care.