This one here hit home for me. You described it so well. Depression and sadness and not being able to sleep. It is a everyday struggle our mood can change quickly it's like being a ticking time bomb. It will take everything in you to make it through. Often we do cry out for help but society looks funny at us.others don't understand. In their eyes we are crazy. My disability is all about the above but I am not ashamed anymore to seek help when needed.thank you for sharing