I thought that exposing my closet
would help me get the answers
to all the childhood memories
that sleep inside my past,
but all it has done so far,
is unlock a closet of bigger questions
with answers uneasy to find.
I thought it would slowly begin to help me
get a fraction closer to the future I desire,
but it has only caused a disruptive river
of tears and unwanted memories,
and I seem to be going nowhere fast.
I need to expose my closet,
so I can search for the answers I need,
but right now, it feels like I am walking
on a tight rope, whilst trying to play with fire.
